Hung on a Habit

Build a habit by doing something every day, even if not much. Ok all good, habit built. What I didn’t expect is that now not following the habit hurts mentally, and I need to come back to it day after day, addicted to this drug.

Drugs do help me with this habit though. It’s easier to write while on the influence, and the output is of much higher quality from my point of view, which is the only one that matters to me for this addiction.

I mean this barely counts as signal! It could be crunched down into two phrases:

“Build habits!”, they preach; new souls for Habit to reach
Believers make daily libations; Habit influence grows, getting clearer intentions.
But the newly converted, sacrifices daily, still no point.
That’s because for this habit it’s no longer his choice.
Because god Habit implanted a pain on omission
A pain, much  better than the ennui of consuming any more.

That’s much better now. More than 2 sentences though.